I'm whole.

It's been a while since i can recall myself ever being this happy.

scratch that.

I've never been this happy.

Always felt like i had to change a thing.

Always felt like i wasnt good enough.

Like i had keep my skeletons locked away.

That some how all my

spiders

would escape,

and suck the marrow straight out of me.

Always felt like i was running.

From my past,

my rents,

my flaws,

my enemies.

But then theres you.

You are absolutely remarkable.

my most prized possession.

My complete and utter source of

happiness,

love,

freedom.

There aren't words to describe you.

your complete and utter

perfection.

Every hair.

Every inch.

Beautiful.

Every moment we've spent,

to every second we have yet to spend.

together?

Of course.

theres no other place I could be than

in your arms.

Safe.

I almost feel that saying

"I love you"

doesn't cover it.

Not even close.

they're just three words.

and like i said...

words cannot describe you,

what we have,

our love.

Because we're so much more than that.

it's like we're one.

not just two people,

but one whole.

No wonder i've never felt "right" my whole life.

Little did i know i was searching.

Searching for my other half.

the half that would make me complete.

You, David.

Little did i know you existed.

That i would eventually find you.

My other half.

That i could feel complete.

That someone could make me feel like i didn't always need to be striving to

change.

To hide my skeletons.

my past.

my present.

my flaws.

my belly fat (haha)

all the little imperfections that make me,

me.

Little did i know i wouldnt have to change a thing.

that someone would love me for every imperfection.

My past,

my rents,

every "flaw"

everything.

I feel like "I love you"doesn't cover it.

Because it never will.

words can only go so far,

and at some point

it's a person's actions that matter most.

In seven months you've proven me wrong.

you've shown me that "i love you" aren't just words.

they're actions. '

they're every touch,

every breath,

every kiss.

If given the chance,

I would spend the rest of my life showing you.

No longer would i strive to change,

I'd strive to show you how perfect all of your imperfections are.

how perfect you are to me.

Just as you have already done for me.

I love you David.

But I feel theres so much more than that.

That we have something more than love.

Something I'll carry till death.

I'll never let go.

I'll never be able to.